Last night, as I came face to face with my insecurities and jealous nature... I did not act nor feel the way I wanted.
I feel terrible, even though I was caught of guard by the entire thing to begin with. I wish I would have acted better.
Not that I acted terrible... just...
Well, I could have acted better.
I'm not sure how.
Anyway, today I just feel immature... and still insecure and still jealous.
It's quite the crappy feeling. It takes all the bite out of your bark and all the spring out of your step.