I feel completely uncreative lately.
I feel this way because I have nothing to energize me.
I mean, life is ok. I love my job. I have some decent friends and I know I'm not 'alone.'
But I'm very single.
I don't even have options that can distract me from that fact right now.
I. Am. Single.
This has put a huge rubber stopper on my creative test tube and my Bunsen burner is out of gas.
I'm bored. Bad things happen when I get bored. Usually I end up making stupid emotional choices.
Ones that are so obvious after the fact, you know?
Anyway. I should just be ok with my singleness... but I kind of loathe it most days.
IT guy needs to come back and make me giddy for a few days.
I guess I'll look good tomorrow, just for the hell of it.